五月
就那么的不知不觉中快到月底了

再过些天又是另一个月的开始
时间真的是消逝的让你我无法察觉

朋友刚从台北回来
听她的报导
应该是蛮不错的一个假期
但是
我认为她的花费有些不划算
她给的理由是没有坐过SQ所以去花那么的一叮点应该还不为过分
因人而异吧

在新的公司
一晃快要半年多了
真的很快

人事的关系
还是有待学习

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被冠上骚
真的搞不明白
怎样的定义才是骚呢

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上课
再多四个月就上完了
也在不知觉中上了快三个月了
有学到东西么
我自己无法去定义它
或许有吧

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记得有次
在老板的房间跟他讨论东西的当儿
他拿着日历在翻阅时
我平着自觉跟他提到
又有的好休息哦
他带着有些质疑的眼神看着我说
有么
怎么在他的影像里应该是没有什么假期吧
我还很肯定的答道
有啊
当他再次看了一次日历后
问我道那里有阿
我还愣愣的跟他指到24日是假期啊
他带着玩笑的口吻问道
我还是小学生么
如果是
那么就有假期
但是
如果不是学生那么就没有假期

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对
又还没有上床睡觉
因为
今天睡很多了
原本打算跟朋友看电影去
她说
她忙完家务会把我从美梦中叫醒

因为
如果是没有约
会自然的让它自然醒

最终
简讯有收到
她因为
家务很多要忙
取消了
所以
不用猜
又睡回笼觉去
也不知睡到几点才起身呢

一天
就那么的消失了
没有什么所谓的特别的一天

在聊天室
跑来个无聊的人问东问西

如果
没有心要开声就静静的在那边

不要喜欢不喜欢的就给人一句
you gila
pengsan cakap dgn you
dan lain lain perkataan

有时
我会情愿
自己静静的在阅读东西
不然就是把msn显示“忙”
既然
我都显示忙了
就代表
我不想开话题
因为
我不想
浪费心思去想话题来敷衍

所以
你应该知道

been asked by some of my friends
how come recently seldom updating my blog

replied them that
I dun have any interesting to update so blog remain the same as last post

Today thought of went to play badminton after knock off from work
but
due to last night promised sister went to JB and help her to bring her kid come over to Singapore because M'sia start holiday
she got plenty of time
So
after knock off from work
travel to get mrt and travel over to JB

but in the end
they didnot come over
so alone travel back from there back to home

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been asked by HR
how come recently keep wearing such sedusive cloth went to work
planned to seduce who
any new target in mind
lazy of replying her questions
just silence there and let her be
because
most of us get us to the way she behave
especially during lunch time

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老板问
近来
我的眼睛会说话阿
我
以笑笑的方式
没有做任何回应
因为
也不知该说什么
有时
人真的要修饰
才会凸显一些从不被发觉的特点
我
最满意自己的眼睛
以前
有一些朋友说
我的眼睛像猫的眼
最近
又带着好玩的心态
去买了些眼睫毛来装上
所以
才会有所谓的眼睛会说话的评语出来

又是以相片来代替文字
因为
有时
文字的抒发不比看相片来的真实

很长的一个假期
真的很难有那么长的假期

希望
会真的充电回来

记得一个朋友提到
她的充电
是以全天在家休息
当小猪

而不是所谓的
放长假
跟朋友们去旅游的方式

放工
却没有回家
因为
公司又有节目
原先的
应该是自费的
到最后
老板出现
来帮我们还钱

真正的跟老板
还是第一次

上司曾经说过
老板很少会跟我们出去的

还真的没有想到
他还会出现

真的玩到很疯

Yes, it was meant for you

following is the reasons and I think most of the reasons seem about the same

I dislike the kind of been "put aside", not like last time at least you will reply a single sms just a matter of the sms to be delivery fast or slow

but now, it seem like i cant even knw what happened to you at all!

you can understand those kind of feeling or not!!

what your that short form meant for, cant or couldnot

if that meant for couldnot,YES i cant understand

any reason for that

Right resume

when the right will be resume

or it was permanently disable

any answer for me

I dislike of wild guessing it any more

if this is the way you selective nt to facing it

i already dun knw wat i can do already

有人说
我不是个怎么有情趣的人

maybe this statement is true

因为
不知是N年前
有人送了几朵花给我

他以为我会有很特别的反应
但是
我好似
很冷淡的把它们受下
依稀记得
他说
是他第一次送花
如果知道我会给这样的反应
他不会买花送我

去年的生日
也是大概这样的情况
只是因为我没有戴表的习惯
所以

送表的人
跟他问了他买的表
最后变成怎样了
他好似
回应的答到
丢了

因为
我从来都不带表
也不知是为何
小时
还有戴

但是
也不知是什么时候
开始不戴表了
都是依赖
电话的时间

有一年是
同事帮我庆祝

又有一年是
自己买了些小蛋糕
送给跟自己比较好的同事跟subcontractors吃
过后
就很久没有怎么去在意这些日子

就如昨天
妹妹定了个蛋糕
叫我去拿
过后拿了回到家
没有所谓的庆祝
就切来吃
这天--母亲节
就这样的过了

下午
吃午餐时
听着上司说到她是如此如此的庆祝

有时
会在想
可能是
我们没有特别的为这些日子庆祝
所以
当这些日子的到来
对我来说好似没有什么特别的意义

续上篇
那个同事突然进院
情况不是很乐观

今天
又有些许的报导

有些有去看他的人说
医生不让他清醒
很像是受感染
实际情况不怎么的清楚

但是
真正的原因
应该是他的烟抽的很凶

所以
突然的发病
是无法招架

希望他会有奇迹出现

因为
听说
他才从旅游回来
隔天
不知何故就那么的入院

懒得报导
就放些相片来代替好了

也没有什么特别好报告
因为N年前有去过这地方
没有什么不同

有
也是些许的粉刷一些
以自它的面貌没有多大的差别吧

没有怎么的走完全程
不怎么的吸引人

this afternoon
get to know that one of our company's staff after his trip from Cambodia
he was in ICU now

boss's PA and the guy who going to resign went to visit him
after they back from the visit
they told us that the guy's condition looked quite seriously
whole body full of tubes

waiting for knock off time
now will be much more relaxing than last week
need not to rush until cannot log into internet and write blog

will try to update if happened got somethings new to upload

终于又可以在上班时间上网写部落格
今天
又有送别宴要出席
很久没有穿连身裙
今天也不知怎的
把它穿来上班
很多同事看到说今天我吹什么风啊
干吗会穿连身的裙子

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穿两件式的裙装
跟穿连身的有分别么
干吗要那么的惊讶呢

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通过别人知道你注册了
希望你真的找到一个很爱你的人

虽然
我们没有被通知

在这里希望
你不是
为了从一个深渊再掉入另一个深渊

想应该是我们都太宠你了
宠到你真的是无法无天

你还小
就那么的想要被封锁

那么只有祈祷
你真的是找到一个很疼你的人
不是只顾自己的人
因为
虽说
旁观者清
但是
当局者要听
才能有效啊

有人说
如果当局者不听
只有等他/她跌到痛处才会清醒
但是
这一跌
不知什么时候才发生

不要到
当你跌痛后
才来怨说
没有人给你劝说

要想
很多人都给你劝说
但是
你这当局者要愿意听才有用啊

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050508

现在是早上十二点多了
但是
还不在床上睡觉
还在这里写部落格

很久没有以华文来叙述了

自己
还是比较喜欢以华文来输入
因为至少
表达的能力会比用英语来的比较容易明白

有时
自己看了自己的英文都会摇头
太多的文法都用错了

上课
老师有提过
tense in one sentence only can use once, either you want use present tense, past tense, etc then the whole sentence complete in one tense

在慢慢的吸收老师所教
希望有帮助些

又词穷了
脑袋又想不到该写什么了

应该是要冲凉睡觉去了
不然
不知明天会迟到与否呢

晚安

went for bowling after knock off from work
at first
didnot feel want to go because only leave four of us will be going

but in the end
we still went for bowling
due to Ms HR said since all of us were ready for the game then why wanted to cancel the game
so we hopped in a taxi and went toward to the destination

first few games
one of the colleage alway take last
and HR did tease her that if she won or above certain no of score
Ms HR will treat her
in the end all of us will get a free breakfast for tommorrow

put on weight a lot
comments from some of my friends or ex-colleage
so now wanted to keep fit
either by going for badminton game which I like the most or signed up for new yoga class again

still considering this two matter of reducing my weight

ever had a bet with a friend
that friend tease me that
if I really can slim down
the that friend of mine will present me whatever I want

so
now was trying hard to achieve that goal
so that i can get what i dream of

so
now who got interest of going badminton
can sent me a msn message (if those had my msn) then we can arranging for booking a court either at west or some where around centre
but must be fall on saturday
it is because
only saturday we can play game till quite late instead of need to rush back to get enough rest

tommorrow
only need to work half day
then the rest of the day will be free again
so
either will hide in the library or back home and catch the vcd i got last few month but yet to finish up those series

in the blur blur look knocked off from work and went to class

reached school around 7pm sharp
thought i was late for the lesson
but
my lecturer even late than us
he turned up around 720pm

after lecturer reached classroom
he started to give us the notes he planned for today lesson
whole section of the class
it could be described as i was in the day dreaming

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tomorrow
will be public holiday
need not wake up from bed so early
can be stay on bed till quite late then only wake up
hurray
but too bad
only have a day of rest
if continously till the weekend it will very perfect

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before knock off from work
Ms HR propose that there will be another holiday in next month
she suggest that organise a company trip going to batam for two day one night trip
because
over there the accommodation and other facilities will be much cheaper than in Singapore
superior asked her
if she join us for the trip then how about her bf
she said she will ask her bf to join us too
most of us are teasing at her
awaiting her proposal

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Friday night
after knock off from work
they plan for ktv, pool, and bowling
among this three games
i think ktv will be my selection during the night
but anyway
it will claim under company's recreation fund

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Engineering dept did propose to Ms HR
asked her used part of the fund and helped those of us who like playing badminton
booked the court for us during saturday after work
but it seem like she didnot keen of helping us for the proposal
so
till now
the badminton tournament not yet start
did not know who will so brave go and suggest to her again
what we know that
Ms HR only will keen of those kind of activities, pool, bowling, high tea, etc
and most of the activity she organise will cost her a lot
and not everyone can really enjoy for it

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remembered got once time
joined her for dinner
the whole meal cost us per pax around 20-30dllr
it not really worth for the treat we had at the moment

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she did propose to us
asked us go for buffet at vivo
over there it will cost per head around 80-100dlr
for her she felt that is worty for the price
and she told that not often
just once a while pamper herself should be not a problem for it
superior did tease her that
she seem like everyday enjoying for the high tea or buffet
and that doesnot meant for just once a while
she speechless at the moment
lucky that
the time of buffet was cancelled
due to she was not feeling well and most of us agreed to postpone until further notice

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